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		|  Cherry Lee
 
   
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 21/05/2006
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  			29th May, 2006 at 20:22:20 - 
  		
			
		
  			
  		 I feel so retarded, dum, idiotic, stupid, moronic, and retarded (yea I said it again.) All I can do in Multimedia Fusion is create crap. I know PHP and SQL. I know C++. I know HTML and DHTML. Yet, everything seems so inaccessible and inconveint for me. I can't even use Dreamweaver to make a decent site. I got major writters block when trying to type up the introduction in the home page. I don't know what the hell I am doing. My brain just freezes up. Its so easy for me to fantisize about what I want to do, but when it comes time to get it done I cramp up. Can somebody help me please?
 
 All I want to do is make a simple site, one that looks simalar to this one. I have absolutley no talent in graphics so I don't know how to apply that to a site the way it is applied here. I can't do anything. I can't even write anymore. I used to write well, and in my class my teacher said I wrote well. Now, I can't think up of a simple sentence. What is going on? Could I be in a constant perpetual state of mental deterioration? What's heppening here. How do I fix this?
 
 I wrote a server in C++ and I wan't to write another one that is better than that one but I am afriad I won't be able to do.
 
 And its not just that I create crap, I can't even get 2% of that crap finished.
 
 So, somebody please help me please. I have so much capabilities in coding but if I can't apply it then what good is that? I have the potential to create so much cool stuff, but if I can't reach it then what worth am I? So I really need some help.
 
 Any suggestions would be nice. And I know its not one of those just take a break things because I've been taking a break for 2 months and I feel even more retarded than when I first started out.
 
 
  Invalid Logic: A is for B.
 C has an A.
 Therefore C is a B.
 
 Valid Logic:
 A is a B.
 All B's are C's.
 Therefore A is a C.
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		|  Klikmaster
 Master of all things Klik
 
 Registered
 08/07/2002
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  			30th May, 2006 at 13:49:48 -
  		
			
		
  			
  		 I think you should start making simple things and work your way up.
 I always dream up great things, but it is sometimes very hard to implement it, you're not the only one.
 
 
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		|  Matt Boothman
 The Nissan Micra of forum members
 
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 20/09/2002
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  			30th May, 2006 at 14:05:57 -
  		
			
		
  			
  		 Try offering your services around, it's a good way to sharpen skills and also hel people.
 
 
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		|  steve
 
   
 Registered
 13/09/2002
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  			30th May, 2006 at 15:34:43 -
  		
			
		
  			
  		 do you smoke alot of cannabis? If so, I suggest giving that up for a start
   
 
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		|  DELETED!_by account owner
 
   
 Registered
 04/03/2006
 Points
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  			31st May, 2006 at 12:17:36 -
  		
			
		
  			
  		 Cure for a crap brain:
 
 -Take 1 peice of paper with emo symbol on it
 -Take one pen (black)
 -Take one bulle......
 
 Jk lol sorry. DONT do that. I dont really have any decent advice. From what you wrote you do not sound stupid but youve sure made yourself beleive that you are.
 
 
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