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Yai7
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16th June, 2019 at 16/06/2019 13:48:19 -
It is me. Zvadiah. The NastyMan.
I must admit before you. I hate Bubble Girl!
I was brainwashed many years to believe that I love that character by I am not sure who, but little by little I lost my own self dignity and confidence to a point I started to worship her and became proud and arrogant as that character.
Even if I gave a lot of money to charity it was a mental health budget that I did not work for and instead of being proud I could do it with humility. I could be modest and humble when giving which I wasn't. I was rude and proud. I feel hollow. I feel secular. I feel disgraced... I HATE but Really. I do hate that woman, Bubble Girl. I do not know how I lost my dignity for so many years... It was like being forced to eat a bad fruit that made me proud for so many years. Only to lose so little out of it to leave tiny holes to let humility in after so much WORK. A sloppy lazy work full of pride!!! Leave it a car shaped... A polluting car shaped fruit inside my little heart that was once humble. And no. I did not lost sexual attraction to children. It is still exist. For sure. I AM HONEST.
And I hate. I do hate. Really hate Bubble Girl!
It was all a lukewarm enough good looking to claim she gave me the power to do all charity!
She took all the cake! I wanted to do it myself. All humble. No my pride take all the credit! What will people learn from it now?! To fill the world with pride?! The humble world I wanted is ruined! Sometimes I think that they wanted to kill Jewish people at the world war because the Nazi we're fearing that the Jewish in their state will become proud one day. I felt the same anger as a kid. But this time I was one and they were so many!!
I hate proud people! I hate pride! I hate it! I have seen enough! Stop being proud! You had too much! And damn that cartoon girl! Let her lost! Hell with her! I had it and I hate her. She is not the hero! There wasn't a hero! Years I tried to be humble as a child to make sure a hero or a heroine won't come
Don't make a game out of it! I hate pride!
Nothing was wrong with me as a child!
I was self obedient and everyone decided to ruin it for me!! I did not wanted to be changed!! Damn you education system. Damn doctors. Damn pride! Be humble! At least now for a very long time! Stop being proud!
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Yai7
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16th June, 2019 at 16/06/2019 13:58:55 -
Maybe I got carried a bit. But really. I had too much. Sorry if I was too blatant.
You can delete this if feel insecure with this post.
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